Tuesday, December 16, 2008

18 . Believer




They said God is love.
I believed it.

Since God is love,
Love must be God.

I thought I knew God.
I thought I knew love.
I thought I saw God.
I thought I saw love.

She said that is not love.
She said that is not God.
She proved me wrong.
She must be correct.

I am no longer a believer.



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17. കൂട്ടുകാരി




കണ്ണില്ലാത്തവന്‍ അന്ധന്‍ .
കണ്ണുണ്ടായിട്ടും കാണാത്തവന്‍ ആര്?

കാതില്ലാത്തവന്‍ ബധിരന്‍ .
കാതുണ്ടയിട്ടും കേള്‍ക്കാത്തവന്‍ ആര്?

അറിയാത്തവന്‍ അജ്ഞന്‍ .
അറിഞ്ഞിട്ടും അറിയാതിരിക്കുന്നവന്‍ ആര് ?

അരികില്‍ ഉള്ളത് സ്വന്തം
അകലെ ഉള്ളത് അന്യം .

അകലെ ഉള്ള സ്വന്തവും ,
അരികിലുള്ള അന്യവും.
എന്തിനു ? ആര്‍ക്കു വേണ്ടി ?

നിന്റെ നിശബ്ദതയില്‍ ഇരുളിന്റെ സുഗന്ധം .
നിന്റെ ചിരിയില്‍ കറുപ്പിന്റെ നിലാവ്.
നിന്റെ സ്വരത്തിന് കുതിര്‍ന്ന കണ്ണിന്റെ തണുപ്പ് .

നനഞ്ഞ തലയിണകളും,
ഉണങിയ കവിളിന്‍ഇണകളും ,
തളര്‍ന്ന മിഴിയിണകളും
നിന്റെ മാത്രം സ്വന്തം അല്ല .

ഈ കാഴ്ചകള്‍ എന്റെ ശാപം .
ഈ ശാപം എന്റെ നോവ്‌ .

തനിച്ചിരിക്കാന്‍ കൊതി ,
തനിച്ചാക്കാന്‍ മടി ,
തനിച്ചാക്കിയാല്‍ ചതി.

നിന്റെ സന്തോഷങ്ങളില്‍
എന്റെ സന്തോഷങ്ങളെ കണ്ടില്ല.
എന്റെ സന്തോഷങ്ങളില്‍ നിന്റെയും .
എങ്ങനയോ നിന്റെ വിഷമങ്ങള്‍
എനിക്ക് മാത്രം വിഷം .

രോമങ്ങളില്‍ ഉപ്പ് കലര്‍ന്ന ചുവപ്പ് .
സര്‍പ്പ ദംശനം.
മരണ കൗതുകം .
സ്വപ്നസാന്ത്വനം .
നിത്യ സുഷുപ്തി .
അതി സുന്ദരം .
സമാപ്തി .



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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

16. Me, Not Alone



When their silence last for too long,


Never mind, it is good.


It helps you to remind that -


No one, no body


No human soul belong to you


Other than yours.


Before you go to bed


It helps you to remind that -


You are all alone.


Lonely to the deepest depth.


Alone at the peak.


There is no one


Who really think about you.


Who really care about you.


Who really love you.


Love you without strings.


Before you get up from bed


It helps you to remind that -


Things are just going to be the same.


Exactly like the last day.


Your happiness.


Your sadness.


No one needs a share of that.


Claim everything


Before you loose the chance.


Nothing is going to last forever.



There is only a thin line between



Being different Beings like-



-Being strange

-Being unique

-Being different

-Being loner.


But most of the time-


Being any one of above-


Only hurts you.


The word -Close Friend- means something.


That is Nothing.


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Saturday, October 25, 2008

15. Iruvar - இருவர்



ஆயிரத்தில் நன் ஒருவன் ,

// I am the one in Thousand.

பதினாயிரத்தில் அவள் ஒருவள் ,

// She is the one in ten thousand.

லக்ஷத்தில் அவன் ஒருவன் ,

//He is the one in lakh.

அவளுக்கு அவன் ஒரே ஒருவன் ,

// For her he is the only one

அவளுக்கு நான் வேறொருவன் ,

// For her I am just somebody else

எனக்கே என்க்கேன்பது யார் ?

// Who is the one who is “just mine’

தூதர வைத்து கடவுள் ,

//It is the God who made the thought in me

தோன்றி விட்டது அவள் முக்சம் ,

// It is her face which ignited it

கொன்றுவிட்டது அவள் நினைவு ,

//It is her thought that propelled it

அது ஒரு துளியாக ,

// It became a drop

ஒரு மலையாக ,

// It became a rain

ஒரு கடலாக ,

// It became an ocean

அந்த வெள்ளத்தில் நான் ,

//In that flood of water

என்னையே கொள்ளவிடதேவய ?

//Is it necessary that I should drown myself in that flood?


:: Pasted from my Novel "S-he" published at:

http://johnistheauthor.blogspot.com/2008/07/1.html

14. കാലചക്രം


മദ്ധ്യാഹ്നം വരെ പ്രഭാതം ,
സായാഹ്നം വരെ മദ്ധ്യാഹ്നം,
നിശീഥിനി വരെ സായാഹ്നം
പ്രഭാതം വരെ നിശീഥിനി,
ജനനം വരെ മരണം ,
മരണം വരെ ജനനം .


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13. I have lost someting - "American Beauty"


"American Beauty" is great movie with many levels of perception wonderfully woven in one plane.
What I like most about this is the way the dialogues are written.

After watching the movie I just selected dialogues and typed it to one document.
And this is the result.
Even a single word is not changed and if you like this the credit goes to the director - Sam Mendes - and the rest of the team. You can read more about the movie at:

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0169547/

I have lost something.

I'm not exactly sure what it is.

But I know, I didn't always feel this...

Sedated.

But you know what?

It's never too late to get it back.

There's nothing worse in life than being ordinary.

It was one of those days...

Where it's a minute away from raining

And there was this electricity in the air.

You can almost hear it.

That's the day I realized that there was this...

Entire life behind things...

And this incredibly benevolent force...

That wanted me to know that there was no reason to be afraid...

Ever.

I need to remember.

Sometimes there's so much...

Beauty...in the world.

I feel like I can't take it...

And my heart...is just going to...cave in.

Remember those posters that said...

"Today is the first day of the rest of your life "?

Well.

That’s true with everyday except one--

The day you die.

I had always heard your entire life flashes...

In front of your eyes the second before you die.

First of all, that one second...

Isn't a second at all.

It stretches on forever.

Like an ocean of time.

For me, it was lying on my back...

Watching falling stars.

I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me.

But it's hard to stay mad when there’s so much beauty in the world.

Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once and it's too much.

My heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst.

And then I remember to relax...

And stop trying to hold on to it.

And then it flows through me like rain.

And I can't feel anything but gratitude...

For every single moment...

Of my stupid little life.

You have no idea what I’m talking about. I'm sure.

But don't worry.

You will someday.

Love is old. Love is new...

Love is all. Love is you...

Because the sky is blue...

It makes me cry...